I was drugged out and drinking when I met my fiancé, it really became a huge problem down the line....I thought the same thing, "all I need is a woman and everything will be ok"
I found her and she's amazing, but my problems only got worse, we had a lot of fun at first but once the years past I started getting worse and a higher volume of drugs. I started to get suicidal and my fiancé is an angel for putting up with my utter ********. Point being, finding a woman absolutely does not fix the problem pal, I wish you luck on your sobriety and potentially enjoyable life. Hang in there