Reslapse
My mother just relapse after nearly 4 years of sobriety. She also struggles with no polar which is definitely not helpful to sobriety, but can be managed. When she started drinking again it messed with her medication and now she is an active alcoholic and mentally unstable. Most of my family is made and disappointed, I'm neither, sadly I feel immune to any real emotions about the situation. My life in recovery has given me very thick skin toward relapse and death by this disease, and my real emotion is guilt that I don't feel anything. Can anyone relate to that? Is that possibly something to do with me not dealing with grief correctly?