Originally Posted by
natehamburg 
atleast when Im drunk I dont have to deal with my pain. im not desperate. I am a young 25 year old good looking man who makes a lot of money now. And true Alcohol has messed up everything in my life including 2 dui's that I received. do I care? yes I do care but sometimes I wanna just get obliterated and not feel this loneliness
Getting drunk only postpones the pain Nate. Your drinking nearly cost you your job not too long ago as well, and you won't be paid anything if you get fired.
You can obviously choose whatever you like, but no one here is going to tell you it's OK to drink.