Just today, I have decided that everytime I feel sorry for myself for not being able to drink - I will do something to help someone else.... So, I made brownies to take to the 5:30 AA meeting. Sure feels like I am gonna be doing alot for others! But geeze, it feel so lame to feel sorry that I cannot ingest poison successfully. I have been blessed with a great job, relationship, sober father, loving supportive friends, etc.... As my father has told me - drinking NEVER helps anything..... So, I am going to see if taking action to help others will make me grateful enough to stop my pity party!
