Thanks everyone.
Dandylion, I forgot to ask about a support group, but I am feeling like it might end up being my salvation, if things don't work out here.
Yes, my therapist is a very kind woman. My son, however, is probably too stupid to agree to go. he sounds very angry tonight.
dont know how much it will help, anyway, but gotta try.
I am more depressed today, and now this hateful attitude. oh well. nothing new.
love ya too Hevyn
