Oop - hit enter twice and it posted...
Wanted to say also that I'm FINALLY feeling normal myself, today. I had weird anxiety the past 2 days after that attack on Monday, and I woke up today in grateful relief that it is gone. It was scaring me that my panic disorder had returned after a decade of being without it. My BIL and SIL and the kids are coming for an overnight, and I thought about getting a bottle of wine for them because they are fancy wine drinkers - no craving for me, but then decided not to, because this is my house, and if they want wine, they can bring it. I don't think I need to be responsible for buying alcohol for other people. I bet no one will even care if there is no wine, so why bother?
I am just feeling really thankful for being back to my normal self. Really, really grateful for my health.