Why is this important to you? Is it validation that you are special? Can you not see the inflated ego in this post? It's as if you are searching for validation of the disease...the Phoenix rising. It's a manifestation of the addiction just in another form.
Dsober you don't need any of this. You are the beggar on the box filled with gold in Eckhart Tolles parable. Just open the box. You are fooling yourself with all this nonsense. You have what you are looking for and what you need already. Your spinning Worlds, Coexist and these silly posts are just distractions keeping you from the real gold inside you.