What am I doing?
Hi. Long time lurker. I've been battling recovery for the better part of 2 years. Drinking for the 20 years before that. I hit a point of medical detox and AA and sobriety (not confusing this with recovery) a couple years ago. Shortly after though I just grabbed that six pack... You know the story.
I know where this is going... This is bad... I don't know where to reach to kick myself back into focus.
I thought I'd start posting instead of lurking to see what kind of inspiration/ feedback I get. I hope that doesn't sound rude.. Just not sure what to try next.