i was able to use the aa meeting and the people in aa for my escape from my anger nu, i would share my pain and throw myself wide open in the rooms, i always felt release and peace come back over me
i might of been angry all day long but as soon as i got into the rooms of aa and amongst my own kind of people even that would simmer me down
i dont need to do this as much in my life today as when i get hurt or angry i will either call my sponsor if i can not see what the problem is or i will see the problem myself and know i have to either accept somthing that i dont want to accept or that i have to change something that i dont want to change
either way the only way i find peace is by doing one of the other : )
your growing nu just like we all have to grow,