Going Crazy
I am going crazy, I am losing the plot. Today I awoke to find my car vandalised... Was it my ExAH angry that he has been charged with an AVO.. Who knows.. Then I go into meltdown trying to work it all out.. finally having respite because I am awaiting to go to court on Thursday to then have to process that he cheated on me all the time while we were together.. how could he!!!!!??!??? How could he look me in the eyes and be normal and with that many woman????? Well over 30!! I am falling to pieces... What the hell is happening???? Please help me.. Someone please help me to make sense of what my life has become.... What is this? To then discover he has been diagnosed as a psychopath... I can't take anymore ... I'm dead inside