It's 5:00 somewhere / Not Good
Hello SR:
I have 4 days under my belt and my first sober weekend in 14 years behind me.
I just want to be honest that 5:00 pm to 7:00 pm is what I call the "witching hour" for me. it's 4:31 pm right now.
I am getting those feelings that I am going to drink. I wish I were stronger, but honestly I am not.
I keep telling myself I am not going to drink tonight but my mind says differently.
I say all that to say this. I have been on SR, literally since last Friday morning till now and the support I have received in that time frame (via live posts and messages) has been / was paramount in assisting me to keep sober. The family is out with friends today and I have no plan in place for this evening.
I will take all encouraging, tough love or any other type of posts to assist me. SR and its members are my only support. I really need you all today. Thanks for listening