Been absent to SR for the past 6 months. Made it January without drinking, then back to the old routine and Day 1 for me unfortunately. Back to the point of feeling frustrated, tired, and honestly a little hopeless.
Read a good book a while back called "Six Pillars of Self-Esteem." One part is the practice of living consciously - most human beings are sleep-walking through there own existance. I don't know if that is true, but that is the case as of today as it relates to alcohol. I don't want to be a spectator to my own life!!
Wish everyone the best, and hoping many of your successes will rub off a little on me (again).