Thank you one and all. Dandylion, I know I'm leaving and I've made up my mind but it's taking me a while for many reasons and I do understand it's me keeping me here. I've been setting money aside so I can afford to leave and don't end up out on the street. I've almost got my funds together and hoping one more month and I'll have enough for a room to call my own. But yes, I've stayed way to long out of fear, obligation and guilt. It's really a process learning to let go and when you are being berated every day and told you can't do anything it really gets into your head after a while. I do appreciate it. It's a hard lesson to learn that you keep yourself stuck.