ok SR friends. im about to bomb day 12. another fight w husband. left the house. found myself on the way to the store for beer or wine. im sitting in my car pulled off in a park and am crying instead. are we fighting cuz im not drunk enough to blow him off?
pr are we fighting cuz im sober enough to not blow him off. married a little over a year. wished we never got married. i miss my first husband so much. he was my true soulmate. i want to be numb and not feel any of this. help someone.