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Old 08-17-2014, 03:22 PM
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sthlondonab
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Hey Team August

Bit of a mixed day today. I have been so lonely today, so glad SR is here to read and post.

I have basically destroyed all friendships, my relationship and my family are 150 miles away....all through drinking. It's like I knew these people were disappearing one by one yet the booze was my number one priority and all consuming. I didn't give a bleep about any of them vs the bottle.

BUT : I will not end a successful weekend on a gloomy note. SR and my two AA meetings have kept me positive today. I have chatted to people who understand. I can see a solution. I have to work my ass off for this but maybe, just maybe I can get the tools to fix some of the above in the future.

Day 15 down!

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