Day 0! So irritated. Mother in law came in town. Had invited herself a while bk this wknd- my husbands bday is tmrw. Entertained her last night- was at baseball game (again) for her. Didn't drink. Today entertained her n drove all over. Came home n they both took nap- not me! Had to make guachanole for the party. She just wanted to see him not me. Felt lonely, upset, and tired. Had big glass o wine at party. But stopped n ended up driving us home cuz hub had 3 drinks. I wish I cld have told her- u can't come out... It's too early in my sobriety. But oh well. How would I have avoided that? It's my fault. I'm mad at myself for caving! Night all. Xo
