your wife probably realizes more than you realize....
those who love us are often the best at making excuses for us in their own minds, even as they are dragged silently down into their own despair over our actions because of addiction.
You're blessed, you know.
You've been given a gift by yourself.
Some voice within you has spoken up and prompted you "DO something... this isn't what is right for me... for my family.... for the world".
I urge you to really listen to that voice and to begin letting it speak freely and loudly and to put it first. Set aside that other voice that will talk to you about "just moderate" and "It's not that bad" and "well, c'mon... surely just one or two is fine".
Honor that Voice of Your Inner Self who has brought you here. You are amongst those who understand and we're all here to help and encourage you to choose a more rewarding, joyful, rich and full path of life....
Welcome.
