Originally Posted by
Lucy777 
Hello. I'm back again. Day 3 or 4. I got my depression meds adjusted a few weeks ago and I am feeling more emotionally stable. And I finally got my dr to prescribe antabuse. I just want the drinking to stop. Antabuse will give provide a much needed buffer when feel upset and want to drink. Now I need to continue working through the emotional baggage. I don't think I will ever experience happiness again but I will settle for a sense of peace and calmness.
Hi Lucy,
I havent taken anti depressants this time (but have taken them before) but Antabuse definitly helped me. It gave me some breathing space while I worked on my emotions. I am happier and calmer than Ive ever been dispite my situation in life actually being quite 'suboptimal'.
I wish you the peace and calmness you seek. I think happiness will probably appear as well.