The night is droning on, I am sitting here perplexed and flummoxed by my possibilities, but in stead fast in my resolved to get help soon. Tomorrow is clearly a wash, I am going to call in and half quit, IE tell them the truth and ask for unpaid time off for 2 weeks so I can see a doctor get meds and help. See if light duty and or non driving is possibility, if not, I am ready, and need to just submit to the fact that I can't go on being afraid and living in misery and no matter what this is for the better.