Torn - You're still here, you have it in you to pull everything around and find that bright spark of joy inside you. You may be deeply sad now and everything may feel so grey and black but remember that it DOES lift, and when it does everything just brightens up and you're free to be the person you want to be again.
You are not a failure, okay? You get yourself up and go at it again. I'm rooting for you Torn, we all are!
(If I had some Phoenix Down or a Hi-Potion I would use it on you
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Welcome back Lucy! Great to have you back.
"I just want the drinking to stop."
Good! You'll get there
Hope everyone is feeling strong out there,
I send you all strength and happiness today