Thank you guys for the encouraging words. I was doing so well and then I got comfortable. I know I can do this, I really want to do this, but it will require a major life change. The majority of my friends, hang out spots, activities all to some extent promote drinking. I want to leave the drinking alone but I'm afraid to lose the people. It's hard when there are two kinds of people in your life, the vast majority think I have no problem and the few minority are worried sick about me. I don't know where I stand.... I know that I want and need to quit.... But i get weak minded and convinced that "it's not that bad" when around friends.