I think we can get sober without faith, but my worry is why bother? I'm tormented by my thinking right now. I'm not happy drinking makes me temporarily happy, but then is such a destruction, yet being sober makes me question what's the goal here, and I'm starting to think I'm a deeply sad person with no relief, because why and I DONT WANT To be that person.
As much as it counts Robin Williams suicide saddens me, make me feel more mortal, and ashames of my previous attempt.
This is where I wish it was worth something or, makes sense. Ok depression aside, I've been having good days. Not all is lost. I worry for those in Iraq, no fair God.