chicory..no one expects you to be super mom..and yes to each of our children
requiring different needs..if we were to generalize,it would mean that our children
didn't have an identity.. really how rigid and controlling. You are doing the best
you can..and with the skills learned at each stage ..no guilt is necessary ever!
I think you are brave to face this alone..and alone you are as the other parent
of your son appeases..instead of walking with you.he chooses to play his own
weakness with your son rather than walking a path to strength or independence.
I do so dislike how you are feeling right now and have been feeling for a long time.
Just know Chic..you have stepped into an unknown with a lot of courage..and it
will have to come to closure soon..
I wish I could know how to comfort you..I know it isn't easy..and it makes one
so..so..wanting a helping hand,one with strength..and encouragement..I am happy
Chic. that you divorced all those without this quality. it shows growth with in you
and now since you are aware and willing to take the pain of it all..somehow to me..it reflects trust in hope.
Hugs
lauren