You know, yesterday I had to speak with my XAH regarding some issues about our children and since summer is settling down getting on a regular visitation schedule for all of our sanity.
He said some very crappy things about a local issue that is going on. It was not directed to me, and he sort of apologized for it before our conversation ended, in a backhanded way. Did a lot of criticism of me before that though. Point being, the entire time I was sitting there thinking how much I really don't like him. How did I ever love this person who has values and morals so lacking, and so different than my own. I dunno, it really hammered in how much I just don't like him.
The criticism of me I am usto, and could not care less. Just seeing his outlook on life issues made me sad for my children more than anything else. I got to divorce him, they still have to spend time with him. Yuck.