I was charged over the limit at 7.30am in the morning after a night of drinking. I was mortified.
I would never have done that at night, I was not aware of the dangers that I could still be over the limit the next morning. I was actually picking my car up because I HAD left it the night before as I planned to drink. Caught a taxi home.
Your post upsets me because it sounds like you don't care if you kill and maim someone, innocent people, when driving.
You are wishing to get caught by the cops in the hopes that may motivate you? And what if, on that fateful night, it's not the cops you run into, but someone's wife and children and you kill them? What will you do then? Keep drinking because of all the pain you've caused?