I guess we get into the bubble of alcoholism, my time was spent facilitating my drinking every day, so much energy and effort put in to something that didn't produce anything worthwhile in my life.
Though I always look at it with hope, because if I was that innovative in hiding and disposing of bottles, rotating liquor stores and forward planning all the time to ensure I had enough alcohol in my house at all times.
If I focused that same energy and effort into my life now, just think of the things we can now achieve!!
