Thanks blossom717 and firebolt. I'm trying to stay strong! He's becoming very persistent and I'm trying to have no contact the rest of the day. Hopefully he'll respect my boundaries.
I'm trying not to be inundated with the good memories. Of the great times and how we could be happy. Because as were, I will not be happy. All this talk of change won't last, as you said. Thank you for reminding me.