Originally Posted by
ccam1973 
I have found that each time I leave any opening, I return to drinking. Even if that opening is a sliver of a thought, I have lost the fight before I even began.
Your choice, but if you do choose, then you HAVE had your last drink yesterday. Simple as that.
Through a couple of relapses I have no truer words then those spoken above! Good luck with your son but you really need to take care of you first right now.