Originally Posted by
Ghostlight1 
Hello and welcome.
Sorry about your kids. I upset and disappointed every one I knew because of my drinking.
In the end, it was me alone with a bottle.
It can be your last drink. Next time you feel like drinking, think of what happened the last time. I do this and the horrible memories help keep me sober.
You'll find lots of support here, and best to you on quitting for good.
Thank you for your reply.
I have done the same. Let down everyone who ever cared for me.
I just can't do that to my Children any longer.