Fai
Just can't. I did well 40 days etc. but I seem to crumble to drink so easily now. Never when my boys are there though I have stuck it that rule. But when they are not I am on it. I still have the guilt the hangovers. I need willpower. I need to stop. The post drinking anxiety cripples me. I am anxious at the best of times. Who knows. Sorry this post is me thinking out loud. Well done all who abstain