I need closure, my closure is I will never get closure from someone in ******* denial about what they've done, ******* ******* can go to hell. I am so angry I could choke the son of a bitch. I am so pissed off that he can leave so much destruction and keep me in a state of distress for years and not bat an eyelid while he is out drinking and sleeping around and denying his life with me. I hope he disappears and leaves me alone for eternity. On a happier note I am glad that I am now aware that I will never get closure from an addict, finally I can breathe again and reflect on hOW crazy I've become and how much I've lost myself in this ******** that has become my life.