Scared and sad
I have been waking the walk and following the talk here at SR. Going on 30 days without contact. I still can't help worry every day if my AD is alive. I'm glad the drama has stopped but in its place is a quiet that is Scarey too and I feel more scared than ever. Do any of you ever email or text your AD or AS to even say something encouraging? This distance with love and prioritizing me is important and I know that but the whole cut off contact doesn't seem right although I have to say she doesn't text or email me. I texted her a week ago to tell her that naltrexone was still available to her and didn't hear back. It just seems a very hard way to live but I'm doing it.