If your substance knocked on the door RIGHT NOW
If someone knocked on your door right now and offered a large quantity of your preferred substance for free, what would you do? Give it some thought.
Would you have the strength to say no?
Or
Is your resolve dependent on avoidance?
I'm 4 days out of a relapse and I personally have no idea how I'd do. I think about it one second and it's an emphatic NO! Then the next it's a "well...". The more I'm thinking about it though, the stronger I'm feeling about the former.