I gained weight on oxy! You retain water and you're constipated which can't be good for our bodies. When I'm clean, after the initial hell of withdrawal? I look so much better!! The bloat goes away, I drop 15 pounds, energy creeps back in and why do I relapse? That's a question I can't answer but I just started subs and today is day 1, so far, so good. I know it's not for everyone but I think it's a great detox tool. I sure hope you can stay strong!! You're almost past the worst of it, hold on a little longer and the cloud will start to lift.