They do that 27cougar.
Mine did anyway. Happy hour. Leaving work. Then after awhile anytime I was doing something new not drunk for the first time. Like a broken record.
But...and this is a big one. I noticed it passed. Those first couple of weeks I found that if I made it passed 7 o'clock I was kind of out of the woods. Now that was something to hang on to. And boy did I.
It rarely happens now. It may but it will be just a passing thought. I made the decision that I don't drink no matter what. I've had a lot of whats happen. It just wasn't an option. I lived.
It gets so much better. I can't believe some times how much better it is. Life can still be hard sometimes but that's okay. I don't hate myself and I don't live with constant disappointment. That alone makes it worth it for me.
Hang in there. It will get better. Part 1 is the quitting. Part 2 is the finding the path to live your best life.
You can do it.