Originally Posted by
fini 
every time i press on about the daily stuff, about some guidance of how, just how and why would i turn life and will over when the HP-of-my-understanding has absolutely no interest in whether i decide to see my friend later today or not. when my "HP" includes me having a will, and the ability and sometimes struggle to use that responsibly.
it is not HP's will for me to make my bed or not; it is mine.
is that the kind of stuff you're talking about?
Yes, that's nailed it. Turning
some of our lives and will over I can understand, but the inference of being entire (there's an absence of the term
some of) is something I am struggling with.
For the first time in a couple of months, this has actually made me quite angry and resentful. Towards some bloody words in a book ! Quite ridiculous how the mind works sometimes.
For the first time since I started attending, my small home group finished early tonight so we sat around having an open discussion, and I'm starting to come around a bit more to Step 3 than I have been. I shall keep contemplating........