As a follow up, I did write about it as honestly and thoroughly as I could. I prayed on it and gave it up as best I could,
It hasn't disappeared completely, as I hoped it would. Not sure if that means I still haven't completely given it up or if it is just residue that I need to clean up too.
I do feel better and I plan to tell myself "not an option" any time my thinking goes to resentment on this.
For today, I feel refreshed and know that I haven't stuffed anything about this. That's the worst for me, when I stuff feelings.
Maybe it's just the lesson that remains, I hope so. Thanks for supporting me on this and sharing how it works for you.