Thank you everyone. Its amazing the things we put up with isn't it??
How often we cry, laugh and then realize the truth was in front of us along we just couldn't see it for what it truly is.
We all get to different points in our recovery at different times, some faster than others but we will get there in the end if we keep progressing.
Sometimes someone will write something that doesn't apply to me in my situation at that particular time in my life and then down the road it will come to mind right at the right time. How grateful I am to everyone.