I never sold it or even shared. I always just sampled it and I never got a chance to try any that had been properly aged.
Honestly I think I'm just having a hard time convincing myself that the thought of keeping it is a result of a lie that I am telling myself in some sad attempt to take a drink again at a later date and the right thing to do is get rid of it, no matter how much work went into it(sorry for the massive run-on sentence) ...It's just so hard to bring myself to throwing, or even giving it away.
giving it away in my eyes is almost the same as throwing it away. I guess thats me being selfish...i suppose selfishness is part of the reason I was drinking like i was to begin with...it's something i need to work on.
someone please spell out how weak and foolish I am being. I need to work up the strength to rid myself of this disease for good!