Congratulations Sober July. I know how you feel. If I can make it to 38 days-well I guess I will be amazed. I know that doesn't sound very committed and confident but that just seems so far away. I think I am at 27 or 28 so 38 isn't that far away. But my husband comes home next week after being out of town for over a month and he will want to wine and dine. Then my son and family come to visit. I am really stressing over it.