It's so easy to think that booze will make the sadness dissapear. It's not going to. Drinking anything when you're in that frame of mind is just going to increase those feelings. When you wake up you are going to feel even worse. 100 times worse. It's just not worth it. I'm sorry you're feeling sad and feeling overwhelmed by it. But you can cope with this pain without alcohol. That Nasty,stinky poison is not what you want right now.