There is a lady in the meetings I attend and she is still drinking. There is no judgment. We are just thrilled that she is still trying. We love her and listen to her.
Last time I had to ask for help, my voice was so shaky. Speak the truth, always speak the truth even when your voice shakes. Do you know what they said to me? "Oh, I'm so glad you called. YES, we will help you."
So please tell your Dr, ask for help even if your voice shakes. Have your mom or sponsor go with if that'd help. And please keep posting here to let us know how you are doing. Sending hugs.