I have a sponsor. She was one of my moms friends from work. My mom was crying at work one day over me... Ugh what a terrible feeling.
My sponsor called 5 minutes later and asked if I needed a sponsor. I am on step 2 in the NA book. I'm doing my steps and have a sponsor, I am just in fear of meetings.
When I walk in the room with all those people I start like sweating and feel so anxious. I get terrified. I don't know how to shake the anxiety.
My sponsor has brought another woman over and we had a book study last week. I'm just afraid to leave my house.