I'm so glad that you decided to go Amy. It makes sense when you say you don't know what is normal or not anymore.... but I think this is a great step in the right direction of figuring it all out.
And keep in mind- Your Normal is for YOU to define. You don't have to go by anyone else's rules or guidelines.... if it is comfortable & right for YOU then it is right.
(((((HUGS)))))) I hope you have an AMAZING time!