I spent 20 years drinking alcoholically - the last 5 years drinking all day every day.
I took my last drink in 2007. It's absolutely possible to change
You have some sober days - you can do it - you just need to work out what else you need to do to make it a permanent change?
do you need more support? or need to use the support you have more effectively?
do you need to make more lifestyle changes?
what do *you* think the problem is sobercalmwishes?
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