If I wait I starve. Drinking is not even an option right now. I truly can't afford it. I am so over drinking. I hate that I let myself drink my way here.
Tomorrow is a big day. Need to make 2 sales or my cell will be shut off. I use my cell for my current sales job. No cell no job. On top of that we are running out of food. So tomorrow is huge.
I am not in any way asking for a hand out. Just venting. Two weeks ago I would have been at the bottom of a bottle right now. Today I am just broke and sober.