thank you all for being so supportive
i really need to just readjust how i do things.. literally everything i do involves drinking .. whether it be play guitar, hang out with friends , go out to eat, watch a game, even activities like bowling or golfing .. its constantly around me and its all anyone wants to do... its like being on a diet and working at a chocolate factory.. since im in early recovery , i still have crazy cravings , its hard to fight them off but i know i will regret it and never stop if i keep giving in