Welcome Jay! SR is a wonderful place, and there are many, and you will find tons of support here. I would also like to second that AA is a great place to start even if you are just thinking about quitting. Like you, I have some anxiety issues, and I really resisted going to a meeting. I was very anxious, but in the end I steeled my nerves and went. And everyone was so welcoming and friendly. I am in the early stages of recovery (23 days) and being around other sober people who support me is so crucial to my success. AA really gives me that. And it isn't all sitting around crying about how our lives suck so much. I found a meeting/group that does all kinds of fun things together after the meeting, like bowling and movies and having barbecues (we even floated the Boise River!). Really glad to have you here, and remember, you can do this. Stay strong friend, and know that someone is always here on SR if you feel like venting, have questions, or just need to talk.