Great about the meeting, Nuu. I also tried to explore AA, and with the amount and diversity of meetings where I live, I concluded it's either my weakness... or it's just that I need something else for me. So I started going to the philosophy school I'd attended a couple years ago. I stopped going back then, first because drinking at home seemed more appealing, and because I was a judgmental snob, thinking it was not good enough for my twisted academic standards. The truth is, many people who go to that school are a lot like myself, including seeking new friends and a new life. I'll keep goin'
And yep could not relate to "weird" more more about this week. I started taking an antidepressant about a week ago and saying "I'm not feeling like myself" is an understatement.... I think sometimes we just need to sit back, observe the changes, and then jump into the result!