You remind me of me Nuu. A much more eloquent and sassy version maybe..lol
But I posted and shared lots at every stage of my journey. It helped me so much. But you are willing to do what it takes, as I was. And it's that willingness to step outside your comfort zone and do things despite being scared that will carry you through every step of your journey.
This approach means that one day you will wake up and the whole world looks different. Less scary. There will be opportunities rather than hurdles.
I've got a real good feeling about you. Keep moving forward